I never expected Goldman Sachs interview to be this chill. I have always imagined it to be intense and technical heavy, but the recruiters were shockingly down to earth with warm smiles and genuine personality. Even though I know I won't get accepted by such a competitive position, the experience definitely taught me to be confident for myself. When I'm confident everything will be at ease. Fear shatters you, but confidence is what makes you marketable and successful.
My goal in the near future is to get into a company where I'll be able to work with talented people and be able to to learn and share their visions, therefore I have to work hard and be hopeful and confident for myself, fear shall not strike me and I will always smile to the end... (this sounded a bit creepy, o well couldn't figure a better ending...)
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Chained
Recently, I'm facing many obstacles in life that I have never dealt before. Mainly, the problems are caused by people around me, and I know that I have always had issues coping with acquaintances, it is hard to please everyone without attaching yourself to those people. All I wanted is just to make friends and to find supports, yet the habit of caring for someone too much is draining my energy and life.
People survive in an environment by interacting with other human because we exist as a community not as a single entity. It is so hard now days for me to find a group which I truly belong, I can't find the type of supports I need from people around me, for they can't even help themselves. Often times, it feels like I'm stuck in my own life that I'm brindled by the current situation I cannot escape from. The urge of finding a group which could help me to excel seems like a tiny light glimmering at the end of a tunnel, and I at the very other end chained by the environment is desperate searching for a propeller that could push me forward. How I wished that I could grow in an environment where people inspires me and take me to the right path when I'm lost. I long for supports, and let there be someday that I will obtain them....
People survive in an environment by interacting with other human because we exist as a community not as a single entity. It is so hard now days for me to find a group which I truly belong, I can't find the type of supports I need from people around me, for they can't even help themselves. Often times, it feels like I'm stuck in my own life that I'm brindled by the current situation I cannot escape from. The urge of finding a group which could help me to excel seems like a tiny light glimmering at the end of a tunnel, and I at the very other end chained by the environment is desperate searching for a propeller that could push me forward. How I wished that I could grow in an environment where people inspires me and take me to the right path when I'm lost. I long for supports, and let there be someday that I will obtain them....
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