I can’t stand the feeling of wanting to check back on someone
who I would never want to have back in my life. It is curiosity that drives me
to want to know how his life is being with her. This urge of curiosity is
caused by the spontaneity which the incident happened this summer, I couldn’t remember
the cause of me falling / or infatuated by this guy, probably the cause of my imprudent
action was being lonely. The need for someone to be around who is willing to
talk and to encourage me when I couldn’t find support or relate to anyone else led
me to fall into his trap. It was a good
experience, good for nothing serious happened and bad for regretting the time
and feelings I have devoted to this non-senseness. The turmoil of the ongoing stresses
that has dragged on since summer is giving me piles of frustration, yet I am
still glad that I have learned the lesson in a less harsh way than most people
had to. Other than that, being able to
walk out from my imagination and see the true side of someone really made me
thankful that I do not have to be the one who will be have to suffer for his
character flaw in the future.
