Revelation

I can’t stand the feeling of wanting to check back on someone who I would never want to have back in my life. It is curiosity that drives me to want to know how his life is being with her. This urge of curiosity is caused by the spontaneity which the incident happened this summer, I couldn’t remember the cause of me falling / or infatuated by this guy, probably the cause of my imprudent action was being lonely. The need for someone to be around who is willing to talk and to encourage me when I couldn’t find support or relate to anyone else led me to fall into his trap.  It was a good experience, good for nothing serious happened and bad for regretting the time and feelings I have devoted to this non-senseness. The turmoil of the ongoing stresses that has dragged on since summer is giving me piles of frustration, yet I am still glad that I have learned the lesson in a less harsh way than most people had to.  Other than that, being able to walk out from my imagination and see the true side of someone really made me thankful that I do not have to be the one who will be have to suffer for his character flaw in the future.